WOOHOO :D

2010-01-15T00:20:00.000-08:00

i just saw the graduation nite photos
... ...
i felt happy and sad at the same time
becos... i didnt go
someone smile so happily
while i had been staying at home sleeping
(becos i was tired after working for 4 full days of work)
i felt that i had miss something
something that many of my friends have
but i am the one missing out... ...
this is why i felt sad

but i felt happy becos
i think that with my dressing
i think i will be left behind
the reason is becos that
everyone dresses so nicely on the gradution nite
i was not there to let them compare the clothes with me

but i felt a little more sad than happy
but let bygones, be bygones
time will not come back for me only
haiz...

for my cca,
i look at the photos that my senior had taken
i saw that many of us bcame mature during the years
sec 1, sec 2, sec3

sec1 photos we look happy
happy go lucky
but as years gone by
our face got sulky than ever
now then i thought
life in secondary school train us a lot more than pri
more training
more homework
less fun
less joy
result... less laughter

in the end
everyone got stress
not like last time
smile and laugh about small things

2008-10-01T02:20:00.000-07:00

yeah
exactly one week to end of exams
when is the time to receive the paper
i think i will be doom

but after exams
i can relax a bit
... ...
haha

everyone must jia you

2008-09-29T02:07:00.000-07:00

the social studies is okay
but the physic paper like hell
so diffcult
i can image that he will scold like siao
so many people say diffcult
now i can only do well for my paper 1
LOL
i wonder i can pass my physic a not??
lalala

wish me good luck for the other subject
... ... ...
:)

2008-09-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

studying in school is a tiring thing
at school
feel like sleeping
it is too ardworking
haha
but my maths is not improving
but going down
how?
exams coming
lala
i wonder what went wrong
i felt that maths is the worst subject now

now everyday got tests
next week got exams
but the best part is
i only need to go through 15 days of exams period
haha
this is the thing that makes me happy
if not
i really do not know whether
what thing i should look forward too
good marks??
go die lah
my marks are going down the hill
nothing for me to look forward
easy life ahead??
no
that is too far infront
going out with friends after exams???
maybe i do not wish to go out
haha
going out very troublesome
and i need a rest after exams
... ... ...
:)

now the only thing is to work hard
i will work hard
i want to win a lot of people leh
bb

2008-09-11T23:13:00.000-07:00

so fast
reaching weekends already
haha
i still a lot of homework haven do
that what i can say
about this time in obs
i will be exercising somehow
... ...
>o<

maybe must wait until exams finish
then i can type out what happen in obs
blahs
... ...
>o<

2008-09-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

i just came back from obs
to be exact
i come back about 4 days already
still feeling very the tired
somehow going to fall asleep in class
when the lesson get very boring
i do not know why
after coming back from obs
i feel very the tired
when i want to wake up early
i will still want to sleep
lalala

i get a lot of mosquitoes bites
but better than sand flies
your hand will be like having chicken pox
your leg also got
very the scary
a lot of people get
seems like very the itchy
... ...
for me bites all over the body
sometimes get very itchy
but sometimes not

i think i will continue the post nxt time

2008-08-31T05:48:00.000-07:00

tomorrow going obs
still the same as last one
when high element rain
i hate high elements
then why i want to go
i want to do the land and sea expedition
it will be very fun
but... ...
the thing is
we will be mix with other school
that means that
i will hve new friends

i do not know whether i can cope with the homework
haha
but i know that i will need to study much harder
but i know i won't study

when teachers' day
i went back to primary school
it was very fun
and the fodd there did not change at all
still the same
nice to eat
haha

i will post the things what happen in obs
... ...

2008-08-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

exams coming
and obs date coming nearer
i do not feel that the obs coming
lol
i thought still got one more week
actually i do not feel like going
haha
i thought of redrawing
... ...
but how??
resigter already
LOL
lalala
^-^

how to revise for exams
when one week is used up by obs
... ...
i think i will fail
LOL
how??

2008-08-25T00:48:00.000-07:00

exams coming
i haven started revising
i think when i revise
a lot of question will pop out
confirm...
everyone jia you!!!
^-^

2008-08-17T06:25:00.000-07:00

so many test coming up
and also exam coming up
i haven even started revising
i do not know whether i cannot pass a not
so many in one day
and it is also so diffcult
lalala
... ... ...
not enough time
to go out
or even study for end of year exam

and also npcc got a lot of problems
it is stupid
some of them scold until like hell
while others just slack
what the hell
the slack is like me
somehow like me
:)
okay lah
i am not so slack
but do not know what to do
so a bit slack
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2008-08-11T06:48:00.000-07:00

the camp
the first day
we do dragonboating
i must say that it was quite fun
but the bad thing is
i did not up to the timing
when racing
is the stupidest thing
that i ever done
LOL
... ... ...

the other detail nxt time
then post
:)

2008-08-09T07:00:00.000-07:00

later than i continue on the camp
but now first
about the ndp

yeah
it is finally over
i suddenly felt that time flies fast
suddenly
it become august
it is national day

yesterday
the marching
when i saw the video
about the drills in the muster parade
i was very surpised that
the drills are so prefect
even if the below
ya lah
luckily i did not stand at the third rank
if not everything is off
it because of me
as my drills suck
that what i can say
and also
the marching is also very the prefect
the hand swing is very nice
... >o< ...

by the way
i can go obs
i very the happy
i thought this is the best way to train myself
mentally and physical together
haha
as i am very the weak
lol
but a lot of things to pack
and buy
and must bring a lot of things
maybe
that will be the last two camp for me
still got npcc annual camp
it will be very fun
very excited about it

now about exams
i haven start studying
LOL
and the dates of exams so near
and a lot of things to study
LOL
it is very stupid
i hate it
LOL
after the holiday
will be the toughest day
in front
... ... ...
>o<

2008-08-06T05:48:00.000-07:00

camp is quite fun
but not that fun then the sec 2 one
the camp is not very high
the first day is not that high at all
the ice breaking is not that fun
in fact
i hate ice breaking games

the second day
is much fun
the sentosa is very fun
this game if you did not participate
you will not have fun
i purposly join in
by running or walking faster than them
haha
but it is really quite fun
the east coast park
also very fun
everyone get to participate
very the fun
the detail next blog then write
the camp fire is also very high
the mass dance also quite fun

the third day
area cleaning
it is seriously stupid
then the next thing is
we need to wait for the last bus
bb...
>o< ... ...

2008-08-03T07:05:00.000-07:00

tomorrow camp again
every time before the camp
i will type one blog
about how i do not like camp
but this time
i quite like the idea of the camp
which is without high element
when everyone heard that no high element
almost everyone are happy
of course
me also lah
but i am happy about the arrangement
i am very excited about camp

by the way
i got the obs
when i get it
i was very happy
LOL
but a lot of things to pack
but the form is very diffcult to fill in
... ... ...

i wanted to go because
i want to train my menatl and physical
i think this the best way to work out
if not i will be staying my old self

i think i need to go to rest
LOL
BB -bye bye
:) >o<

2008-07-25T06:38:00.000-07:00

this week got a lot of things happening
like the conflict in class
actually is about stupid things
it is not really good to post in blog
but is really really stupid things

today is the cultural fest
although the program we choose is very stupid
but the food is quite nice
it is very raw
quite nice to eat
i like a bit raw food
but not too raw

after that is the npcc training
the rehearsal is very the slow
i cant imagine the actual one
plus the talk
i cant image that what time it will end
my leg and hands will be numb by then
i wonder i will fall out a not
hope i will not fall out

by the way
sec 2 and 1 are not that bad after all
they are quite good
but i think that is the sec 3 is too harsh to them
lol
i really do not like the way
that they treat them
... ... ...

a lot of different from sec1 to sec 3
i must say
i a bit do not like the change
sec 1 life quite boring
sec 2 is getting better
sec 3 is getting tiring
i a bit do not like it
but sometimes happy
but sometimes a bit unhappy
because got a lot problems in the head
lalala
... ... ...
>o<
YEAH!!

2008-07-05T23:29:00.000-07:00

a lot of things happen in this term 3
a lot of things to do
i hate it
a lot of projects and homework
and also i change my tuition
haha
then npcc has a lot to do
like the trainings for the ndp
actually i sometimes hope that
npcc is not the goh
then everyone is not very tired

then the yfc had a lot of problems
adding to the npcc
is a lot, a lot
i am very the tired
hope that everything can just stopped
including time
i need to stop here
lalalalala
bb

2008-06-18T23:40:00.000-07:00

sianz
i am sick again
yesterday i got a high fever
and the temperature broke the last record
39.8
haha
now okay liao

oh ya!
the 3/5 gathering is quite a sucess
we walk from the first pit to last pit
which is the 56 pit
everyone was complaining
as it was very far
haha
then we go back to the first pit
to rent bicycle
then two of us do not know how to ride bicycle
then we rent double one
we ride until night

i will continue in the next post

2008-06-10T01:23:00.000-07:00

this year atc is not that fun
the second day rain
although this is what i wish for
but i thought it will not happen
haha
but the jetty jump is quite scary
i stand on the platform
i scared liao
LOL
although it is only on the second floor
the jumping down to the sea
is scary
because i am not on the platform
but the force in the sea jumping in
it is very scary
... ...
the whole day doing wet weather programme
it is quite boring

let go to the campfire time
cckss mood is quite high
everybody is jumping up and down
but some other school not so high
LOL

let end here
i still need to do npcc homework
lalala
... ... ...

2008-06-05T06:55:00.000-07:00

veri sianz
2morrow need to go camp
in pulau ubin
it is very the tiring
i hate the camp very much

2008-05-31T04:57:00.000-07:00

todae i fail my kayaking
haha
it is not a surpise at all
LOL
if not i will cry
i think ONLY
my family members go outing
and i need to go kayaking
and the important thing is
i fail it
and i do not want to go
and take recourse
very the troublesome
need to go by myself
and also need to capsize
i do not want to do it again
fail then fail LOL

a lot of thing to do in holiday
yfc and projects
and not forgetting homework too
haha
i very sad
my whole holiday being destroyed by this
it is very stupid
the whole holiday all finish
... ... ...

2008-05-29T21:59:00.000-07:00

lala
todae got english supp
and todae only 18 people go leh
some got cca
others do not want to come
we go there only go compre
then the teacher explain
and also give answer
then we pass up
then we go home
yesterday got geography
then a lot of people come to maths
do not want to go to geography
nobody wish to come lol
go there and redo the exam questions only
everytime we go there
we always only go essay question
at every start of the chapter
do essay question
sianz
still got homeowork to do
why?

then still got the yfc
the product very difficult to do leh
need a lot of people to help
i do not think that people will help
lala
but must continue to do it
haha
hope someone can help me
the design very diffcult to think leh
... ... ... ... :)

2008-05-27T20:03:00.000-07:00

yesterday is the last day of hta
haha
the team building games is quite fun lah
but a bit stupid
the first part of the hta yesterday
is the uniform inspection
the name tag must not be near the button
then the moi
which is the methods of instruction
actually when i am doing
nobody actually listening to me
then the next activity is lunch
is my favorite one
it is my relaxing part
after lunch we need to pack up
but the other schools did not help out
then after that
someone complain about our attidue
i know some how we are wrong
but they did not help to clean up leh
we help out only
ok lah
only some schools help out
ONLY LOL
then after that
is the team building part
it is quite fun

then todae
luckily do not have geography
but later got english
from 1.30-3.00
but npcc start at 2
so i go npcc
haha
lalala
i will need to end here
bb

2008-05-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

so sianz
the hta lecture is quite boring
but a bit interesting
i only hate the games
and also my skin is all black
LOL
and also painful
and for the kayaking
i still cant do the capsize
i think that i will fail
LOL
i hope that i can do the capsize the next lesson
but i know that i cannot do it
the trainer say that i give up easily
can you all who seen this post
help me to tell me my character leh
i still do not know myself
todae i go hta
they give a test
and the test say that i am
STEADINESS AND CONSCIENTIOUS
you know what it me

for steadiness
STRENGTH
-able to control their emotion well
-high consistency in their work
-high level of patience
-sensitive to people's need
WEAKNESS
-unable to handle sudden changes in situation
-predictable by others
-need high level of security

for conscientious
STRENGTH
-sensitive to details in any situations
-high proficiency in planning and organisation
-diplomatic in handing conflicts
WEAKNESS
-may be overly cautious in unambiguous situation
-passive in their cause of action

the person which is passive or reserved

2008-05-24T05:35:00.000-07:00

todae first day of kayaking
and my face is very red
sun burnt
haha
i still cannot capsize properly
i still scared
i still cannot do the J stroke properly
and also classic stroke
and how to kayak straight
haha
todae is a tiring day
really
2morrow still got one more
i think i will faint lol
so hot
and leg also numb
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2008-05-21T05:45:00.000-07:00

todae first time become ic
although very the good
but i see they all very the strict lol
i think my sec 1 not that strict lol
the pt okay lah
slack
but the campcraft
i really do not know how to teach
and also a lot of npcc camps in june holiday
26 & 27 may got camp in hta
6- 8 june atc camp
i hope the time to do high element
i will rain
i am scared of height
haha
i also hope class gathering
can be able to fix one date
then we can gather mah
... ... :)

2008-05-19T05:48:00.000-07:00

now exams over
yeah
but holiday a lot of camps
like now
got one up
that is the hta one lol
26 and 27
it is very the irrating
i think i will be a tough one
i hope that i will be sick at that time
then i can get mc
then i can get rid of camp lol
and npcc training
IS BACK
it is very the stupid
i hate it very much lol... ...
haha :D

2008-05-10T06:14:00.000-07:00

..............
it is very tiring
everyday wake up at five in the morning
is to study
still got chemistry and e-maths
it is very stupid
LOL
the chemistry is so diffcult to know
the e-maths i do not know whether can do finish
lala
hope i can do finish
LOL

and on wednesday
i will go out
as the last paper finish
maybe go class gathering
leh.............

:)______ :P

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2008-05-05T02:23:00.000-07:00

the additional maths is very diffcult
i need to do a lot of practice
and teachers give a lot
i cannot do finish lol
i still got five practice to do lol
i hate it
i surely cannot do finish
BY TODAY
make sure you see correctly
TODAY
i also surely got a lot of questions to ask
haha
everything last min
then tomorrow need to mermoise
GEOGRAPHY
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2008-04-30T05:26:00.000-07:00

2morrow finally is hoilday
finally
i can rest
this few days because of exams
i wake up early
to have last minute revise
haha
2morrow then i sleep until late
and then revise my subjects
lala
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2008-04-28T22:38:00.000-07:00

very sianz
now is the exam period
so many things to study lol
i scared my combined humanites will fail
because the questions are quite diffcult
and they choose the question
that i do not know how to do
how to relax myself with the rest of the papers
te teacher say that 2morrow EM
is very diffcult leh..
then how?
how am i going to survive??
haha
but i will study hard
lala
later then i go study
now play first mah
just for a while
bb
i go watch video
bb

2008-04-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

today i made a mistake in the pop parade
but i am very happy
to see someone being mango
and this means that
I WILL BE PASSING OUT IN ONE YEAR TIME
yeah!!
then i can tuck out
and i can see someone being mango
the someone is the ncos
with this pop parade
that means that
WE WILL BE CL VERY SOON
a lot of people quite excited about that
but people like me
i still do not like the idea of changing the name
to CL LOL
it is so weird
i hope they will change back to NCO
although NCO full name is longer
than the CL which is cadet leader
the post in npcc haven give to us yet
but still got one more camp to the nco
haha
so still got one more month
LEH
i will think about the negative side
think that what will happen if i am a CL
i will be the one
making the most number of mistakes...
haha
and i also wonder how i will meet the nco
when we meet the next time
i guess that no one will speak to each other
LOL
but i wish that we can talk like friends
but not senior and cadet
this is what i hope

and also wish me good luck for exams
i alos wish the others too...
lalala
STUDY HARD

2008-04-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

................
the subject are so stupid
so diffcult
i am so luckliy that i did not need to go to self study
as it is so waste of time
LOL
so many people playing psp there
PSP
it is a stupid things
that everyone like to play
including my primary one cousin
lalalala...........
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thee..........
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2008-04-14T22:34:00.000-07:00

now very sianz
two weeks to exams
but teacher haven teach all chapter finish
haha
then how can i revise???
i hope that exam dates can extend
LOL
this need miracle
LOL
now waiting for the exams to be over
.........................
but it is so far leh
now i will end here
bb

2008-04-13T03:19:00.000-07:00

speech day i did not manage to do cip
haha
that day i was very angry with my friend
the last minute then told me that she do not want to do
then was very angry
but no choice
then i say that i do not want to do anymore
then i slowly walk back home
but i think that i go lot 1
to sort out my feeling
then i went home
in the end
i still did not sort it well
i vent out my anger on my family
haha

the other thing i want to shre is the POP
passing out parade
i am in the supporting contigent
i was very happy
i was in the parade
yeah
but the nco did not seem to be very happy
they say that they should not be in the squad

2008-04-10T06:50:00.000-07:00

my friend suddenly out of breath
i meant that out of oxygen today
quite scary
as it is very sudden
then someone go and call mr leong
who had just scolded us
he is a bio teacher
so very safe
i think he know what to do
and he manage to calm down her
he called the monitor to tell the office
then he go back to his lessons
but my friend's illness come back again
then called him again
but luckily the om and the vice principal come
and they wanted to call the ambulance
but my friend do not want
so they did not call
mr leong tell them what happen
then he go back to his class
as he had spend a lot of time on her
then they decided to go sick bay
then she come back perfectly alright

2008-04-07T22:22:00.000-07:00

exams are coming in 2 weeks time
and i haven even prepare for it
and also a lot of formulas
i still do not know it yet
i did not even spend time studying lol
i am almost slacking everyday
how?
still slack meh
but i do not have the mood to do revising leh
and no one force me to revise
so i did not revise
haha
now still play computer
watching tv
without revising
do not how to get good marks
npcc also a lot of things to learn
the information cannot fit in the head
so how?
tuition or ask others
but no time out of school timetable

how my class is asking wat colour for class tee
and i have no idea
and also no comment
for cca tee
the same thing happen again
but how?
if got idea
maybe others do not like it leh
or maybe...
next time i will not like it leh
so let others choose
so i will not have any regrets

i also hope that i will not regrets taking this subjects
lalalala
:) ^^

2008-03-31T22:09:00.000-07:00

today is april fool day
my physic teacher keep saying lame jokes
and also surpries test
hoping that we will be
SURPRISE
but i did not feel that at all
LOL
i feel that he like terry very much
always call terry
but this is the good thing to me
as the chances of calling me is
QUITE SMALL
#i hope that no teaher seeing this
there are a lot of things i do not know about physic
there is also a lot of stress
as SURPRISE tests a lot

i hope that time pass quickly
but i will try my best to do well

actually i hope that there are class gathering held this year
and somone will remember my birthday
got one time
my friends told me that
last tear only 3 person gave her
wishes and present
as for mei do not have any presents and wishes
from friends
only can blame that my birthday is in december
then nobody want to stress themselves to think about brithday presents
to give for friends
i do not give presents to friends
i do not hope that they give presents
but just wishings
but i do not recieve one
i do not really need all of you to wish me la
just saying only mah
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hope to see all the friends again
and have class gathering.....
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2008-03-28T06:51:00.000-07:00

the junior nco camp just finish
it very tiring to learn and to exercise all day

this is the problem i met the firat day.....
the first day,
it was a raining day
i do not know need to bring full u
and i go to the camp after the ymca talk
then i run home to take
but halfway through
i suddenly remember that my mother not at home
then i go find her
but still cannot find
so i went back home
when i was about to give up
then i saw my mother
and i finally can go home to take my full u
then i ran back to school

it is diffcult to keep up the standard of the other people
their stamina is better than me
they can run a lot of faster than me
there is also a lot of thing to learn
and i also forgot all the commands after the camp
today practice about the footdrill
and almost forgot all the commands and steps
haha

the junior nco camp just ended like that
blahs...........
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2008-03-25T02:23:00.000-07:00

going to be nco soon
but i am not so happy
it will be a tiring day to solve the problem
that the troublemaker will make
and i will need to do more projects
that will make me very unhappy
as now i got a lot of tests and projects
to be done
and i do not have extra free time

2008-03-24T22:10:00.000-07:00

i have a diffcult time doing maths
can someone help me..
although i got tuition
i still do not understand leh
chemistry and phyics also do not know
can someone teach me??
and also the npcc moi
so diffcult lol
life is diffcult
write until here
bb

2008-03-10T03:53:00.000-07:00

although this time is the hoilday
but need to go back to school very often
still got camp, three days
i hate camp
why must camp so often

2008-03-05T00:46:00.000-08:00

todae purple house is the 2nd
but todae is also the first experience of sport day
i only do half shift
but i get to know how the purple house react
they are very quiet
and do not cheer
but todae i got one more experience
is to run in the relay
i get very nervous when on the track
but in the end i finish the track
even if i did not win
but i know that my friends always supportive
they encourage us
by finish the race
do not think about wining
but happy is the important thing
YEAH!
gain experience

today also do duty
but patrolling
very the sianz
and very the tired
nothing to do at all
but stand there
and watch the sport day
but i only do until 10.30
and join the rest
but even more sianz leh
sit down there and nothing to do
stay there read comic
haha
wish that purple house can be more energnetic

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2008-03-03T21:18:00.000-08:00

i fail my physic test
only 44%
it is a miracle
that i have fail by so less
because i intent to fail very badly
because i do not understand the subject actually
today i walk pass sec4 classroom
and found out that they hardworking
LOL
not like me
do not really listen to lesson
daydreaming
luckly holiday is coming
i can use the time to study
and also do projects
now i got two projects coming up
very tiring

nowaday i cannot sleep well
always stay up very late
do not know doing what
LOL
reading comics
listening to radio
hoping that i can relax
just for a while
school day very the sianz
a lot of homeowrk to do

by the way
tommorrow is sport day
got duty to do
but only half shift
then i need to run relay
very excited
even though this is not the first time being choosen
but the first time running
because the first year when i was chosen
i do not even know
i stand there doing duty
and no one come and inform me
one of my friends help to run
after that then they tell me
saying that
that time no time to tell me
when they found out
it was about to run
so they chose her to help me run
now i know that i am running
so i will run
to get a experience
yeah
but i cannot join them for cheering
this is the bad thing about having duty
but doing duty
can see whether how i spent time in cca
i do not really spent time with cca
although i am there
because normally at npcc
we always do the same thing
this is the thing that i do not like npcc
bb
wish me good luck

2008-02-29T05:24:00.000-08:00

it is unbelieveable that i can be in the NDP
mind you, LAST YEAR
a lot of people marching are better than me
but i just do not know why they choose me
today, when we are doing rifle drill
i saw that i am lousy then others
who learn the drill much more later than me
but i will try to do my best

by the way,
i will also try to do my best in the
test and the exam
i do not know whether why this time of the year
i will get tired
very the tired
this time of the year
i got so study hard
i do not know what to say
but i hope to go back by the time machine
so that i will not get so tired
bb

2008-02-15T05:28:00.000-08:00

the mischievous princess is quite nice to watch
a lot of homework and
also a lot of projects coming up
not much time for me
to play computer
so no time to post
LOL!!

2008-02-11T05:45:00.000-08:00

i think i really like the show title with the princess behind
it is quite nice leh
like the gong zhu xiao mei
and also diao man gong zhu
so nice to watch lol
u all must watch
so nice

2008-02-07T23:43:00.000-08:00

chinese new year nothing to do
but to do homework
not many homework
but to do slowly
so many essay need to be written
of course,
holiday must watch tv
so many programme must be watch
haha

cca do not need to care for the time being
so great
but a lot of test coming out
so sianz
need to study and study
but i wish that i got a good result
so as to get into the course i want

next week i got history test
wish me good luck

2008-01-28T06:20:00.000-08:00

i just found out that
you do not need to follow rules often
like the last captian ball we had
jian xiong go round and scared other people
to let them drop the ball
as i sprained my ankle
so i did not join the game
so i sit at the side to watch them play
i laugh and laugh non-stop
it was so funny
with two jokers pulling up their track pants
to amuse people

this days i think a lot
about my study and my life
i feel that my thinking in the past
are quite childish
but i still do not life is what
for studying for job
to play to enjoy life
or what
reading storybook
but in the end
when we are dead
we will be leaving everything on earth
but we are not longer on earth
nothing we can take away
but the experience is quite good
i always hope that i can go back to primary school
everytime go early to school
and look at the sky
pondering what will be happening next
but now
i will think of the study and feel stressful
teaching my brother
all the subjects
with a lot of stress
as he was the person
who was a student
diffcult to teach
and also found out that
i like sad song
some i feel it meaningful and close to my life
i wonder why i change so much
more than i expect myself to change
i felt so weird
from a cheerful person
to a lonely person
who need other people help
i really wonder why
because of cca
or study
i wish that cca can stop
so that i will not feel stressful
to memories thing
like the command
and the knots and lashing
haha
i shall end here
good luck for common test

2008-01-21T03:49:00.000-08:00

i wonder why you all like ur cca
i dont like my cca
because of the training
but got one point i like my cca
people do thing together
i think i had short of this feeling so i feel lonely
because i like odd number
but other do not
i think there will be no npcc members is to see this blog
as i did not give them
there got reason
becuse i think i have not really know them
and they do not know what i am
i mean i am a human
but the way i treated them
and the way i treated my classmates
are not the same
i am cold towards my cca members
but to my classmates
i always laughed and joked around
that is what the different i means
the cadet officer know that i did not really show my real self
towards npcc
but to my friends
not saying that npcc members are not my friends
but i treated them the other way
i also do not know why i treated them like them
sometimes i feel lonely in cca
but in school too
sometime i really hope that i can go back to my primary school time
there are many friends that i really know
and i can laughed and joked easily infront of them
but how am i going back
unless i got a time machine

i also wonder where are you all going
after secondary school
i mean in poly or jc
i still do not know which way i want to go
but i want to study finish the subject
now the homeworks are getting more and more
and my school bag is heavier and heavier
it makes life really diffcult for me
now i got a lot of tuition
in school
and some of the staircase will not locked by then
and i will have to walk the longer way

if there is any npcc member
looking at my blog
or any friends
pls tag me
so that i know
who is looking at my "diary" blog
and how famous is my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope you all can tag.............
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2008-01-16T04:40:00.000-08:00

it was very boring
to listen to the lesson
i almost sleep in class
very lesson is quite boring
everyone is talking about the o level
which i hate the most
i hope that no teacher will ever talk about it again
it is very stressful to think this thing
the textbook is very the diffcult
i take a lot of time to understand
if you all got time
teach me leh
got time then help me
hehe

the homework is getting more and more
which i hate the most
the time for playing and watching tv
is getting lesser and lesser
i hope that i got more time to play
and then i can go overseas
after the exams
i hope go taiwan
then you leh

by the way
sorry for the people who want me to add link
i have no time
then someone got VCD
let me see a not
any one also can
but want nice one hor...
YEAH!!!

after o level
i want to go shopping
and go to beach
hope to be alone
and also can surf net
watch a lot of tv
lalalalas.....

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2007-12-31T23:21:00.000-08:00

today is the first day of 2008
tomorrow will be the first day of school
i still do not know is happy or sad leh
if go back to school
i need to do homeworks
and need to go cca
cca is a troublesome thing
so i hate cca
haha...

hope that i will have good result
and have more tv programmes to watch
and computer to play
this is what i wish for
but the happy thing that i can go back to see my friends
the tv programmes now are nice
yeah
i can watch a lot of tv
the tv now got show the tv programmes that i want to watch
that i can watch until midnight if can
lalala

by the way
my home is painted
the colour is okay lah
light pink
this make the house even brighter
if it is dark pink
i think that i can go die
because i hate dark pink
if my home been painted green
you can also tell me to die
go to school see green
go home still see green
and my face also green
haha :)

i wonder if i go back to school
i got what subject to talk with my friends
i wish that my friends and me can be the same
and stay together forever
quite mushy
haha
but that is true

hope that no games on the first day
because i hate to play games
from small to big
always like that
but i like to watch tv
my eyes glue to the tv
from small to big
hehe
there no way to separate my eyes from the tv
haha
BLAHS
wish me good lucks to get good result
i also wish you all good luck
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2007-12-30T23:55:00.000-08:00

i went to snow city last sat
it was quite fun
slide from the top to the bottom
but there was very cold
although we wear jackets and gloves

2007 is going to end soon
and it is time for holiday to end
and go back to school
that mean
less tv and playing computer
why!!!!
i wish the holidays can go slower
and do not need to go back
the place where everything are green
and books to study

the school is painting greenier and greenier
it is a digusting colour i ever met
haha
hope that the school can stop painting
so that i can see lesser green things
i think this is everyone wish
haha
maybe someone like my dad
like green
and wish everything are green
i hope that my home will not be painted green nor pink
my uncle want to help us order paints colour and paint
my home

a few hours to go back to school
and ending of holidays
very sianz...
i even haven start revising leh
some of you would have revise
and wish to get good result
me too

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2007-12-28T05:59:00.000-08:00

i still do not what the feelings to me about the school
a bit of dislike of school
but like to go back
to stop the nagging at home
boredem and freedom

i think that i need to start studying liao
i got most of the textbook

2007-12-23T23:22:00.000-08:00

after the holiday
first time go back to cca
it was quite fun
but quite tiring
the fancy drill need to do over and over again
one person do wrong or drop the baton
whole lot need to do over again
but i keep laughing and laughing
it is funny to see the whole lot of us
to do it all over it again and again

i think that the next training
will be tougher and tougher
next training will be promotion test
and need to memeroise a lot of thing
my head going to burst
ah...
wish me good luck

2007-12-18T22:53:00.000-08:00

I just go to the Sentosa again
this time i was able to travel on the cable cars
and the skyride and the luge
it is quite fun
the cable car keep stopping
it was so scary
the cable car shake until like hell
but the skyride u must prevent ur shoes from falling
the luge u must prevent urself from banging into the grass
i also collect a lot of seashells
quite nice...
lalala....

by the way,
who want my new handphone number
can always contact me by msn
by the way,
i also lost contact of u all
hehe
so give me ur contact number also leh
.....

2007-12-15T05:21:00.000-08:00

the romantic princess is quite funny
but nice...
very nice to watch
haha...
the starting of the show
very the funny
must watch

2007-12-12T04:29:00.000-08:00

having handphone spoil
losing all the contacts
cannot contact others
is a terrible thingy
and the holiday is so dull
nothing to do
no where to go
only can stay at home
looking at the rain
wishing it to stop
and listening to radio,
watching tv
ah...
sianz...
maybe u will say study ur textbook
but i haven buy yet
haha... :)
blahs.........>O<

2007-12-09T22:29:00.000-08:00

holiday is so sianz...
nothing to do leh
no where to go
as everyday raining
diffcult to go out
by the way, ...
wish everyone
a merry christmas
early merry christmas...
:) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

2007-11-30T04:41:00.000-08:00

i had finish the programme of the npcc
the last programme is two camps
the school npcc camp and the ATC Camp
the two camps are quite fun
especially the campfire
i shout until no voice
but it is really fun
hope that next year would have the combined CCA campfire
npcc always start the bombing first

the school camp is quite fun lah
we get to see what is gay dance
which was perform by kenneth and jian xiong
quite entertaining as it is quite funny
it is the last minute preparation

the preparation of the ATC camp performance
also last minute preparation
not gay dance
but something about chocolate
"peeping through the window what will people say
if you want to eat chocolate do it the proper way
peeping tonight by the moonlight
peeping tonight all alone
1 chocolate, 2 chocolate more
... ... ... "
this is the first song.
then the next one is
"peel the wrapper
peel peel the wrapper
heat the chocolate
heat heat the chocolate
mix the chocolate
mix mix the chocolate
bake the chocolate
bake bake the chocolate"
quite fun LOL

i will continue the camp thingy
in the next post i think... ...

2007-11-20T05:04:00.000-08:00

2morrow camp
i do not know how i would survive
not die of course
but how to go through LOL
i hate the programme in there
i hate playing blindfold and the rope obstacles
hope next year when i am NCO
i will not need to go through this programme
i think these are damn stupid LOL
hope because of bad weather so
cannot go on

this year quite special
do not need to go bukit timah hill
but got master parade
not one uniform group camp
but quite a lot of uniform camp together
i think it is quite fun
but need to bring a lot of things there
quite troublesome leh

but got one good new
i found my babysitter
without any address or phone number
to contact her
but know about where she live
and we find for about 2 hours
then found where she lived :)
and she got a grandson
the baby is quite cute
i wonder when i will see her again
maybe next year
never mind about this

a lot of programme going on this holiday
next week still got one more camp
and then i will free from cca activites
then i will have class outing
hope the class outing will suceed
haha:P
like never suceed like that
Blahs...
like primary school outing
because of bad weather cannot go on
lalalas...

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2007-11-19T02:32:00.000-08:00

on wed i got NPCC camp
sianz
i hate camp
but how?
i need to go

i bet this time confirm got do the high rope obstacles
which i hate the most
someone help me please!!!
although there is fun games
but that kind of games is i hate the most

help me pleaase
i hope that i can watch the tv everyday
and not go to camp

if you got any disc
pls lend me leh...

2007-11-07T00:20:00.000-08:00

High School Musical Cast- Start Of Something New
Artist: High School Musical Cast
Album: High School Musical
Year: 2006
Title: Start Of Something New

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't seeI never opened my heart (ooh)
To all the possibilities (ooh)
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you (ooh)
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart (feel in my heart)
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that (ooh)
We'd both be here tonight (ooh yeah)
And the world looks so much brighter (brighter)
With you by my side

I know that something has changed
Never felt this wayI know it for real
This could be the start
Of something newIt feels so right
To be here with you (ooh)
And now looking in your eyesI feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you (ooh)
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right (so right)
To be here with you (ooh)
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new
The start of something new

2007-11-05T04:18:00.000-08:00

the hoildays seem very long
i hope that the Sentosa thingy
can continue forever
i like to stay there
and do not want to go home
not going to CCA
and play until siao
i hate to go to CCA
and do the stupid tests which cannot stop

Hope that there are more outing organise
so that there are more fun in the hoildays
if not it will be very the boring

maybe i should start studying
so that i do not need to do last minute work
blahs...

i think i like watching and listening to songs of
HIGH SCHOOL MUSCIAL
who got the disc can lend me
lend me leh :P
Remember hor...

>o<
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2007-10-26T06:21:00.000-07:00

2day is the last day of school.
when i am in primary school
i always think that having hoildays is a happy thing
but 2day have proved me wrong
2day is the last day when 2/6 gather together
it is fun to see everyone together coming as one
but sad to see everyone separted in their own life in the different class
but lucky 2day i did not cry
but i was quite happy as everyone act as normal and come together and play poker cards
and also to find out that 2/6 do quite well in the exams
most of the people are going to 3/5
but other may go to other classes
but the main thing is 2/6 spirit must be inside it
hope everyone will get good results for their studies in future
but the thing is...
we must have gathering often

everything today is fine and also quite fun
including today CCA
it is quite funny
we keep laughing and laughing
HAHA the no blood thingy is quite funny
if you are there...
you will laugh until siao
like me

Although 2day should be a sad one
but let everyone have a happy memories
with a happy face :)
next tues we will be having a party in the Sentosa
i think it is a confirm thing lah

the blog is too long
i should end it here now...
bb- bye
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2007-10-09T00:20:00.000-07:00

Yeah... 2day is the last day of the exam.
Can relaxed liao...
But the maths paper veri diffcult
i think i will pass
BUT...
but not a good pass i think
but i think that i had done my best
but i scared got a lot of careless mistakes.
now i can play for a veri long time
but i do not want to have CCA and also camps
but how??
i must go wad..
can someone help me think how to skip the CCA leh
post my blog
when u have something to say...
bb
i will try to post as many blogs as i can
BB :)
LaLaLas... :X

2007-09-16T00:47:00.000-07:00

Now a lot of homeworks and studying must be done so i will not be able to post any blog at the meantime. i am sorry... :P

2007-09-10T05:54:00.000-07:00

now so many things to do LOL
studying, projects and of course, homework too
it is so stupid to do LOL
CCA also got test and exams, need to revise
studying got tests and exams, need to revise
everything also need to revise except for playing and having fun with friends
but it is also diffcult to make everyone to gather together
secondary school friend or primary school friends
the timing or the place going out is always not the same
if there is a case that everyone can participate
then everyone will be happy
but fate is not fair for everyone
we must face the fate
i want to free from fate
and choose my fate by my own
Can anyone tell me what to do??
time is precious
no one can made time return
to the time we happy all day
smiling, laughing in my primary school
now cannot liao
everyday sad sad
that is me... :P

2007-08-22T05:44:00.001-07:00

This camp is nicer and fun than the other camp we had in the sec 1 camp.
I am glad that i did not felt sick in thee first day as it is so fun.
actually it is not near to the cemetry lah.
is they any how say one lah.
the flying fox is shiok ah.
i manage to jump down from the 3rd storey.
then the instructors is so nice and the cheer are fun.
by the way, we are going to perform on the stage on the teacher's day.
Family day is coming and need to prepare.
Let us get united and finished off the project and encourage each other to study hard and help each other to learn well in the future.
>0< i will be missing the camp...

2007-08-19T04:38:00.000-07:00

2morrow camp already.
veri the nervous.
i hope the god will give rain for the first 2 days then i do not need to do the high elements that i scared the most.
i know it is unfair to others but i really hope so leh. How can i not scare of high elements.
I also do not want to go to camp but my mother disallow me. :P
Really hope that the camp when be raining in the all the way.
But when kayaking and natural rumble will not rain... ...
Wish me good luck leh :)
HaHa... ... :D

2007-08-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

Sian lah... :P
during the hoildays i need to do my project for the whole day. It is just like not hoildays but a lot of school works to be finished.Hope to have free time in the next hoildays, not trying to stress myself but to know more about my friends and know more the secrets thatg they keep in their heart not willing to share with the others. I also hope that the class can be more untied in terms of project or class works as i think that more efforts can be put in to help the class to be united and not keeping any secrets in their heart. If u have any secrets tell me leh, i really want to know... i very kpo rite?? ^0^ haha...

2007-08-08T06:39:00.000-07:00

>o< Today is the master parade. today marching is okay lah. but i bit tired, standing too long under the sun. today we had a lot of fun with taking photograph with the guest of honour :) i hope there is some more this combine training because this is quite fun... :P -.-

2007-08-06T07:04:00.000-07:00

NDP is coming up and we have a lot of training. 2 days later is the NDP. Very the nervous leh. But i will try to do to my best.

2007-07-17T06:27:00.000-07:00

Hiies... I am getting unforgetful. many things to do. Like today i forgot to do the NPCC sliver badge project. Now i am starting to do only. so soorry now i need to end my post. Wish me good luck that i can pass the project and do it finish on time... :)

2007-07-16T05:53:00.000-07:00

When i get older and older, i realises that life is full of memory. This makes me think that i want to go back to my younger self. I hope to go back to the life when there is not much stress but a lot of laughter. But how can i go back, i only have the place that i have all the laughter is there but not friend and the time that we are used to play together, so happy....

2007-07-14T06:34:00.000-07:00

I always wonder when my happiness ends. Now i feel that i am fortunate to have family member around me and friends around me too. 2/6 class member had been together as friends about one and half year. I do not know whether that the friendship between 2/6 class member can last how long. But i want to give it a try to see that our friendship can last longer. I do not wish to lost my friends again. As to my family members i hope that they are healthy and can live longer so that they can accompany me. I am selfish right... :) Blahs...

2007-07-10T06:33:00.000-07:00

Now a lot of things to do LOL. No time to blog often. More project are coming up and i am getting fed up. i hoped that i can find time to do finish them and find time to revise my work if not i will fail very badly for my exam and test. i hope everybody can buck up and make 2/6 a proud class. hope that i can meet my primary school friends in the future days and play like last time.Bb..

2007-06-24T06:12:00.000-07:00

tommorow start school.. i very the sad leh. hope next hoilday i can go out more often... next saturday open house, i very the excited. hope that my primary school friends can go there together... i end my post now... bb :D

BLAHBLAHBLAH

2007-06-18T02:00:00.000-07:00

yay! i change blog skins liaos, with the help of my cousin(jacqueline)!!=) blahblahblah. nth to post. lalalala. 2dae so happi. =)=) lols.

2007-06-16T00:05:00.000-07:00

Party had just ended before two days. It was quite fun. But there is some improve in the party, like the amount of food and the people that are coming. I think that this week got a lot of activites on. Like yesterday i went out for the whole day. Eating buffet for the lunch, then go to seng siong to shop and then go swimming in the night to burn the fats. Today is a bit boring lah: in the morning go tuition because of the party on thursday. If thare is no party on thursday then at night i go tuition le LOL... BB liao... I will stop the blog here...

2007-06-09T23:56:00.000-07:00

I like the song so i decided to share the lyrics with u all... :P
hope u like it... :D

空秋千

荡秋千来回终究要停在原点
望太远眼前幸福却忽略
晃半圈圆不了爱恋
高一遍低一遍风就吹散了永远

还想为你摇秋千对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点我们会否把手牵
还想被你碎碎念当数流星的配乐你却说你等不到天亮
空秋千陪整夜

荡秋千来回终究要停在原点
望太远眼前幸福却忽略
晃半圈圆不了爱恋
高一遍低一遍风就吹散了永远

还想为你摇秋千对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点我们会否把手牵
还想被你碎碎念当数流星的配乐
你却说你等不到天亮空秋千陪整夜

秋千和我失眠在你影子身边
这公园太想念你无邪的笑脸

Ho~ 还想为你摇秋千对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点我们会否把手牵
还想被你碎碎念当数流星的配乐
你却说你等不到天亮
空秋千陪整夜

还想为你摇秋千对着夕阳扮鬼脸
若月光再美一点我们会否把手牵
还想被你碎碎念当数流星的配乐
你却说你等不到天亮空秋千陪整夜
(荡秋千望太远晃半圈高一遍低一遍圆不了爱恋
风就吹散了永远来回终究停在原点)

2007-06-03T00:21:00.000-07:00

sorries i forgot to post again. school hoildays had come but i had nothing to do. hope that in the days i had something to do then going to school for npcc. but in about two weeks time i think then my sec 2 class is going ot have the BBQ party. but i hope also the primary school friends are going to have a gathering in the hoildays. hope so. hope the BBQ party is a sucess one and fun

2007-05-16T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hiies! sorries i didn't post any for a period of time already... exams just finish and now i can play computer. Yea they say that we (i mean primary school friends) are having a class gathering. I like the feeling together with my primary school but i still do not know the friendship between my secondary friends. i feel so different when i am going out either my primary nor secondary friends. i still think that when i go out with my primary school friends, i feel that i am like a kid which have friends besides me and have the laughter and fun between us and we always talk crap, and always happy but with secondary school friends i have a different feeling that i still cannot say out. but the feeling is not so happy but also not so sad. i will end my post here. bb

2007-04-15T15:40:00.000-07:00

That 3 tag which have my name on are my brother write one and my brother admit it already. When u go and see the time, that time i am in Ruth's house doing the art project. U all can ask Manting, Huann Rong, Valerie and Ruth. Hope u all can forgive my brother and do not make fun of me and huann rong because of this stupid 3 tagboard. Please....

2007-04-15T06:21:00.000-07:00

Everytime i reached home, i will always lock myself in the room and never go out or even stepped out of the room for a few hours as i knew that i will always get scold what i do wrong. Can i be the cheerful xinying like the pastime or even stay like this will be much better? Why having a friend for me is very diffcult to find? Let me tell u the reason. The reason is that i hope to find one that have same problems as me and the people will make me laugh a lot to have all the troubles in my life will be disappear for even just a while, i am fine with it. I really hope to find more friends and less enemies. I know that Kar Jin, Sarah, Grace, Cherlyn and Hui Ting treates me as their enemies. Can u all tag me and tell me the place that u think i need to change and the thing in me that u don like? Tell me pls so that i can change....Please! I beg u!!! Please.

2007-04-10T06:27:00.000-07:00

There are many tests and exams round the corner. Hope everyone scores well and good lucks for the exams lol... Everyone must work hard hor...
-xinying-

2007-04-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

The photo taking session is the most exciting parts of the day and the happiest thing that among this all months that I am in the school. Hope that the lesson can be much more interesting in the future in order not to make me sleep and do homeworks until late at night...

2007-04-07T06:28:00.000-07:00

All this day in school is boring and tiring. Like the 2.4 run and the 5 station which i hate the most. What i hate most is the homeworks!! Hoilday is not like a hoilday. This is what i think of.
Oh Ya!! I forgot to wish my cousin, Jacqueline, happy birthday althought i had late by one day.
Hope the day that i can meet all my primary school friends is getting much closer and closer as i haven contact them since last year teacher's day.
I like to share a comics that i found it interesting.It is a japanese comics. I found out that Korean television programme is good to watch but in japan they are known to make a lot of comics that are interesting. Many directors take the japan comics to make it into a nice show. Go back to my point. The comics name is called Koinanka Hajimaranal. It is nice to read but it is almost the same as the "It started with kiss.". It is a chinese show that u find find it in the www.youtube.com .U can find it in the comics connection in Singapore outlets in the tawain section.

2007-04-03T07:03:00.000-07:00

So sad... Mr Yip went back to tawian and will not be coming back to teach. He will be having his master degree. I wish him good luck by this blog. Sianz... why good teachers always leave like Mr Tay, Miss Aza? Can teachers do not leave can? :)

2007-04-03T06:24:00.000-07:00

School is just our everday life that we need to go through it. So let the whole class go through together so that life can be happier. Lets us work together. PLEASE!!
P.S. - please do not create so much troubles. Many teachers are complaining us already leh...

2007-03-30T08:31:00.002-07:00

WOOHOO.FIRST POST :D